Rochester L'Abri Prayer Letter - August, 2020
‘For when I am weak, then I am strong’ - 2 Corinthians 12:10
Dear Friends,
It has been such a strange year for us all. And when I say all, I mean ALL. I have no memory of anything having such a global impact as the Coronavirus is having. Its impact has shaken up our expectations and has reminded us of our frailty, and that we are not really in control. I recently read an article that gave some helpful perspective on what life was like if you were born in 1900: two World Wars, a pandemic flu in 1918, and the Great Depression would have been experienced in just the first 40 years of life. This generation was called the Greatest Generation; their courage and fortitude transcended their circumstances; and I suspect that as a culture we are going to need to relearn those skills. Someone from a slightly later time, who was a hero and great influence in Jock and my lives, was Dr. J.I. Packer, born in 1926 during the Depression. His book Knowing God redirected my life, and Jock studied under him for three years and was also profoundly inspired.
We were so very saddened to hear of his passing this July, as he was unique in his simple humility and faithfulness. He taught without thinking about how he looked or was coming across. He was simply but diligently focused on teaching as his calling, and that was what he did until the very end. He was a tall, pale man and quite frail looking. He had a large dent on his forehead from a childhood accident. Though he, like Paul, had nothing about his appearance to commend him, like Paul, he was blessed by God with great courage and conviction. His calling was to teach and that was his passion, and he did so with great clarity and truth. Jock would describe how each sentence was perfectly put together and carried such weight, showing the depth and breadth of his biblical understanding and revealing God’s word with power. It was a privilege to have known him a little and we grieve knowing that this world is now bereft of such a wonderful teacher and writer. Packer wrote “Our aim in studying the Godhead must be to know God himself better. Our concern must be to enlarge our acquaintance, not simply with the doctrine of God’s attributes, but with the living God whose attributes they are.” He did indeed demonstrate a living faith.
So, what are we doing in response to this unusual disruption to daily life in L’Abri? Well, we cut our first Summer Term down to a few weeks with tight protocols in place. Extra cleaning, masks, no coming and going, health checks and no meals in our home were part of our new normal. Much was done to try and protect me, given my health vulnerability. However, after I went grocery shopping, I became the only one in the community to get it! It was something of a shock, but everyone else got tested and they all came back negative, thankfully, and I only had a mild case in the end. We did have a few nights of anxiety however, with Jock holed up alone in the basement and me at one end of the house. Being separated at a time of such uncertainty was hard on us both, and made us feel all the more for those in nursing homes and hospitals, whose loved ones were separated at the very time when they were needed the most. This has been such a cruel disease, surrounded with so many unknowns. I was fortunate to have the full might of Mayo Clinic monitoring me remotely, but most are not so fortunate.
While we do not know the answer to why this has happened, we do know from God’s Word that self-sufficient autonomy is not God’s purpose for our lives, and we need to press against the tendency in the West to think we can just ‘pull ourselves up by our bootstraps’. We live in a very connected world, which is why Covid has spread so far and wide, yet we are too often living isolated lives, in single person households, cut off from relationships that are crucial for life. We think, with hubris, that we can just fix everything - with enough money, education and good political policies all problems can be solved. We are ignorant, though, of our need, frailty and sinfulness, and the connection between well-being and the metaphysical. Life apart from God and without dependence on Him, is a shadow of what we are made for. Humans are wonderfully made and can do amazing things, but we become our best selves and can do the most good when we are connected to our head, who is Christ.
One of the last books written by Dr. Packer was called Weakness is the Way - Life with Christ Our Strength and is a personal reflection on his own weakness and mortality, and the strength that only God can provide. It seems to me that we should all be reading it, as we are having weakness and mortality brought very much to the forefront.
Practically, the last 2 months have been very productive, with finishing touches done at the Ebenezer Retreat Center in Missouri, installing a much needed deer proof garden fence for Mercy in Rochester and purchasing a new plow truck. This week, we have opened again to students and we have again structured the term with careful measures. We have a very good group of mostly men at the moment, with deep and serious questions. Jock has them working on the grounds also, which require much maintenance.
Please be in prayer for our L’Abri colleagues around the world, who are also navigating these unique challenges - that we would be flexible in our response and also faithful in this moment - to not shrink back, while also being responsible. Mercy and Jock, as always, have been working very hard. But, so have our two helpers, Debbie from CA and Logan from IN. Pray that they would have their needs met, even as they work hard with us in L’Abri life. Please also pray for protection for us all. I do feel that this is a time of reflection and evaluation for everyone, so let’s pray together for reformation for this troubled world, where we see so much suffering. We do have a sure and present Hope, and we thank God that he has not left us alone in difficult times.
Yours in Christ,
Alison